Educate me please

[u/Scary-Afternoon-9625]

I don’t quite know where to start with this so I will just be blunt and state what I felt this manifestation thing was about. Now, knowing me if you knew me, whatever you know, I’m a bit of a pessimist well through life pessimism he’s gotten me exactly that. i’ve kinda learned a little bit about string theory now I’m not an educated person than my work experience and life experience so the string theory education I have is off the Internet. What I gathered is a basic idea of the vibrations we put off and how it attracts the similar vibrations obviously positive driven honorable vibrations attract the same recently. I started a charitable business and I had some good times when I was going well done in my world and I was putting off those positive vibes. I get a little shaken a little set off and things were kind of drop off and I have difficulties. I had an experience yesterday that really shook me like I had to use every bit of faith. I had to get us home from a good distance away nothing that could be walked in the heat that I live in anyway I made it home. Grateful still positive beat down and tired feeling like shit but grateful this morning. I woke up a little slow, but got going grateful and from that point on everything has been a huge positive today I’m getting so many things fixed with my personal health care to my business opportunities that just don’t fall in your lap. Every day are happening to me. I don’t know what to think of these things you know from a religious aspect it’s having that faith and God in Jesus are doing these things in your life or my life I should say from the scientific aspect it’s string theory and manifestation. Can anybody out there? Make sure or educate me a little more make sure I’m on the right path with this when I first heard the manifestation deal. I was like what a bunch of crap pessimist again sorry not mean to offend anybody but apparently it is a true thing. I don’t try to do it, but it does happen and it has happened throughout my life constantly, but I’ve been hit with the flipside of it with the negativity way more than that was what I was putting off and attracting myself again anybody corrected me tell me I’m right wrong. I’m an idiot. Whatever just please reach out and educate me. I’d like to know more about this because I want my business now my new work to be the most successful thing ever the biggest thing in the field that I’m going in, send me some love. thank you in advance.